Monday, September 29, 2008

white~

and i lie...............
there
the journey..........etched on my skin
a long...long awaited moment.........................
*that*
....................................of me lying there
and i think...........nothing.................................
voices rooted in my head.......
.................................go to sleep
and in the corners of my brain.....it is white
.................and all is silent.........
the only sound is that of a ticking
a ticking clock...................
.........................................................and a ticking heart of mine
like an orchestra....it goes c..re...sc......endo
gazes. whispers. tears.
and hopefully prayers.
in my mind
all i see is ..............
...........white
it becomes so...vivid
i can touch..................
...........white
........smell ..............
...........white
embrace ..............
...........white
gazes. whispers. tears.
and hopefully prayers.
i smile.
it is..........
it is as promised.
and the orchestra of my heart goes..........wild.
and i smile.
make my last joke.
ha.ha.ha.
gazes. whispers. tears.
and hopefully prayers.

and it ticks.
and it feels like forever.
and the orchestra bursts.
and my chest bursts.
and white revolves.
closing me in harder in its embrace.
and harder in its embrace.
and harder in its embrace.
and harder in its embrace.
and harder in i...................
..................... and it stops.
and the orchestra stops.
and the gazes. whispers.tears.
and hopefully prayers.
they stop.




and i stop.
being.


8 comments:

marooned84 said...

That was disturbing!

Vile said...

it hits me as more black than white, but that's just me...

Zee Puppette said...

marooned...good! disturbing is sometimes good =)

n vile...it hits me as black as well...but I'm hoping for white..it's all merely a hope for the white.. =)

haijekov said...

i come here ... and i see post after post ... and i can't stop reading till i've seen them all! then at the very bottom i find you quoting my eternal obsession!!

i'm definitely a regular now ...

oh and i chose to write this here cause this post is ... just ... unbelievably amazing :)

Evaluna said...

white is as good/bad - kind/evil as black! sometimes white is even more powerful in expression!

needless to say i love this post Zee!

Zee Puppette said...

haijekov,dude..u just made my so-far unbelievably crappy day =) thank u =)

n Eva, yeah I think i'm gonna have to agree with you on that, but it also kinda depends on one's already preconceived idea about a certain something. Ya3ni the set of connotations to "black" are a lot different than those to "white"..n to be aware of that is kinda important as well..i think...
thanx dude =)

Maxxed`ouT said...

When had you become so artistic?
hehe

Zee Puppette said...

lool...la2 di 7alat keda..matakhodsh fe balak awi ya3ni =D