Friday, May 22, 2009

i know.

I know what you do in the middle of the night.
when all the ghosts and their friends come out.
celebrating the emergence of another span
when they can toast over our lost dark souls.
And I know a thing or two,
that would tear the mightiest of hearts to pieces.
merciless tearing it to pieces.
and then they would watch it bleed to death.
shameless, they would watch it bleed to death.
and then they would cheer at the gallows,
applause their latest kill.
And I know when you crawl out the door.
I know, coz I have to consciously battle to breathe.
beg my heart.
not to stop.
And I know, I wanna yell at you that stop.
please do stop.
I wanna shout out loud that, it ain't fair.
it ain't fair that I know.
and pretend not to know.
it ain't fair that I have to see it through.
and pretend not to know.
it ain't fair that I have to choose.
and pretend not to know.
it ain't fair that I have to witness this.
and pretend not to know.
coz I know.
and I pretend not to know.
and I wanna let the world know.

but I take it in.
each time I remember that I know.
I take it in.
I choose to damage only me.
and I choose to tear only my heart.
and I promise.
No one else will know.
and I shall carry it to my grave.


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4 comments:

marooned84 said...

You know too much. bang bang.

Zee Puppette said...

yeah...tell me about it.

Sou-One-Canobee said...

As always goo writing mate. I totally love it :) it got me goosebumps

Zee Puppette said...

lol .. Thanks Sou =)